i'm getting completely overwhelmed with all of this.
completely.
the first 2 weeks felt a little like vacation. that feeling is gone and now i'm just scared.
the possibility of having to sell my house is pretty big at this point.
unfortunately the jobs that i think will make me happy pay WAY less than my last job.
so that leaves me living in a house that doesn't even feel like mine anymore.
i don't want to get any more attached to it in case i lose it.
all of this feels like i'm moving backwards.
i worked so hard to get where i am and no i see myself going backwards.
*sigh*
i don't want to have to figure all of this out.
why me? why now?
anxiety attack in 3 .... 2 ..... 1
completely.
the first 2 weeks felt a little like vacation. that feeling is gone and now i'm just scared.
the possibility of having to sell my house is pretty big at this point.
unfortunately the jobs that i think will make me happy pay WAY less than my last job.
so that leaves me living in a house that doesn't even feel like mine anymore.
i don't want to get any more attached to it in case i lose it.
all of this feels like i'm moving backwards.
i worked so hard to get where i am and no i see myself going backwards.
*sigh*
i don't want to have to figure all of this out.
why me? why now?
anxiety attack in 3 .... 2 ..... 1
Geez girl, you have me scared to pray now! You said you wanted a change... Just not this one! Sorry you are going through all this! I pray it gets better for you!!!
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thinking about you and praying for peace, direction and contentment!
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