where is it all going?

literally. where is it all going?

where is the time going? where is this life of mine going? where is it going?

i'm in a place that's hard to define so i won't try. the people who need to know where i am ... do. i won't stay here. i pray i won't stay here.

i just realized how fast it's all going, though. life that is.

my sister and her family just moved out of the house they have been in for the last 5 years. i didn't get to say goodbye to the house. crazy how you miss things once they are gone.

i hope i can start to be more present in life. instead of always being worried or fearful of the future i pray i can just stand, on my own two feet, and enjoy where i am. with a smile on my face.

facebook makes life interesting. people share all their details of life. i have noticed a few friends of mine giving crazy big praise to God for the things he is doing in their lives. and yet, when he isn't doing all that much they are very silent.

i want to be someone who shouts from the rooftops my praise to the Lord when i have just fallen flat on my face. i'm in a place of doubt right now but i want to praise him. i don't even know what that looks like, but i want to say thank you for this place. i hate this place but Lord THANK YOU. without this place i won't be able to move to the next.

and so i close this entry.

i want my words to be more precious than they have been in the past. i want to speak little and listen much. i want people to take me seriously when i do speak and know that when i say something i mean it.

my battle through this life is just beginning. and i'm ready to fight.