final thoughts on europe:
1. it was much needed. it really gave me a fresh perspective. although it made me really think about things it was good. it's not easy to sort through thoughts and feelings and life but doing it somewhere away from the norm is a really great thing!
2. there is a lot of PDA in europe! A LOT! and most of it is gross!
3. being around people who don't speak english is freeing. you don't eavesdrop. you don't try to figure people out. you just are able to get away from it all and focus on yourself ... which we all need at times.
4. i realized i am stronger than i ever knew i was. physically and mentally. i made it through some times 2 years ago i would never have made it through. there was no anxiety or stress at all while there.
5. i have a wonderful life. i am blessed and favored. i want change and i am in the process of figuring out how to do that. it might be a long journey but i am on it. i have a feeling some of it is going to hurt really badly but it is needed.
so everyone needs to make plans to go to europe. do yourself a favor and go. it will change you. you can expect a lot of blogging from me to come. i think i have a lot to say. and i hope you can relate to it all in one way or another.
thanks to all of you for being in my life. you are loved and cherished!
1. it was much needed. it really gave me a fresh perspective. although it made me really think about things it was good. it's not easy to sort through thoughts and feelings and life but doing it somewhere away from the norm is a really great thing!
2. there is a lot of PDA in europe! A LOT! and most of it is gross!
3. being around people who don't speak english is freeing. you don't eavesdrop. you don't try to figure people out. you just are able to get away from it all and focus on yourself ... which we all need at times.
4. i realized i am stronger than i ever knew i was. physically and mentally. i made it through some times 2 years ago i would never have made it through. there was no anxiety or stress at all while there.
5. i have a wonderful life. i am blessed and favored. i want change and i am in the process of figuring out how to do that. it might be a long journey but i am on it. i have a feeling some of it is going to hurt really badly but it is needed.
so everyone needs to make plans to go to europe. do yourself a favor and go. it will change you. you can expect a lot of blogging from me to come. i think i have a lot to say. and i hope you can relate to it all in one way or another.
thanks to all of you for being in my life. you are loved and cherished!
i thought of you often while you were there! i loved the picture of eliza kate hugging you when you first got there! what a great experience. i hope to do it one day.
ReplyDeleteamazing pics, and of course, you managed to look super cute in all of them, even tired or out of breath!! thanks for taking the time to post....I enjoyed EVERY moment...love you
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