i am exhausted. in so many ways.
i'm not totally sure what is going on with me right now but i don't care for it much. i haven't felt like myself in about a month. i feel like i'm just going through the motions of life and not getting much out of it. this is not a place i like to be. and if i do get there i like to not stay, but i feel like i got stuck. i just haven't been enjoying life like i should. i haven't slept well in over a week. i probably, on average, have gotten about 4 hours of sleep each night for over a week and i am starting to wear down.
being an adult is so interesting. the stresses we take on are crazy. the ability to think we can try to figure out the future is hilarious. and our mindset that we are still 16 is unrealistic.
how do we get out of these places we find ourselves in? how did we get here in the first place?
feeling like you're in a rut is never a good place to be. when it happens to me, i go on long walks with good music to bring me back to myself. as for the stress and not sleeping, i'm a big fan of massages.
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